I just checked my email after dreading out and dealing with anxiety about it and my professor didn't accept my work even though I've explained my challenges multiple times and why it's difficult for me to get help. I might fail out of college on my final course and the thought that all of the time, money and effort I spent here would amount to nothing even though I did the work twice...and having to face my parents...it's all just too much, I've had too many breakdowns at just the thought of this, I feel like everything's crashing down on me and I'm hated by life even though I tried to stay hopeful and did what i could manage. First i couldn't believe the email, then I called the crisis line and cried while explaining my situation, I got off the line and I just want today to just be a bad dream. I don't know what to do, I don't know what I did to deserve this, why did I have to come this far only for everything to be taken away. I'm hoping this is a joke and he had a change of heart