I wish my mom was nicer and understanding but when i try to have her listen im the bad guy so she threatens to put me back in school knowing that school lead me to almost ending it but she doesnt care so when i dont do my homeschool im the person who is in trouble knowing today she was arguing with my grandma today waking me up. But when i tell her im mentally tired she always just thinks im a joke saying my life is perfect by having what i want and getting what i want but she never understands thats not the problem she makes me do my homeschooling for 9 hrs a day and when i ask for a break she just threatens to put me in school! i dont know what to do at this point. Also my grandma still contacts my sexual assaulter and when i ask her about it im being ridiculous about it i wish my family understood im trying my hardest to not relapse but im on a thin line of not doing it.