spent an entire almost 2 weeks worried my mom was gonna die while dealing w two of my favorite people in the world telling me in essence that im a horrible person what am i supposed to do with any of that. im disgusted. i mortified. ive been keeping to my fucking self so much everything and everything but its not like they didnt know what the fuck was going on and i have so so many words i could say to them but why should i. i just let people walk alll over me day and night and i just take it and when i do finally speak the fuck up im told to pipe down and get it together. im angry. im angry and im hurt that the one time i needed someone there for me, really really needed someone there, this was all i got. down a friend and probably soon to be down a boyfriend too. while im tearing my hair out terrified my mother is going to pass away. it's so sickening. what did i ever do?