Rant #16042

I cant keep anything together. All my friendships end mostly because me me. My family is falling apart piece by piece. I haven't even seen my sister in almost 3 fucking years. My brother that still lives at home with me gets set off by everything I say and Im tired of it. My grandparents are not doing well my parents arnt and everything is just fucked up. I cant even remember a night were I haven't cried myself to sleep. I feel so fucking pathetic