I miss the person I used too be. Before I cut off poeple in my live just because everyone was telling me they were bad for me. I miss being innocent I miss when I dident care abt my weight. I miss when crying wasnt what my parents call self pity when I wasnt called selfish for hateing my body. I wish I could go back. Maybe in another life I would never have picked up the blade or talked to that one person. Maybe in another life id have people who love me. I did have that in this life but thats gone now because me and I cant get that back. I just wish it could go back to normal like I wake up and its all a dream. Like the stuff I've done never happened and I wake up and im back to being a normal kid..