I'm so excited for school to start. I'm going into middle schools and can finally leave that fuckass elementary lol. Most people are nervous. But for me, elementary was a duckling eldritch horror. No 6 year old should attempt suicide. I know I'm developing wrong. I'm 11 and feel super duper whimsical and child-like. Its just that I never got my childhood. People mock me for my struggles, I was talking about why I attempted and they said it wasn't a real reason and compared my trauma to theirs. And yet I was still their friend. At least now I hold some self worth and wont let people treat me like a doormat.