idk i always feel like a big burden to everyone and i feel like i try too hard and nobody genuinely likes talking to me. i feel like all of my friends hate me and sometimes they love talking to me which makes me feel some kind of way i cant explain. its hard to get this off my chest and talk to someone about it because they’ll think im “overthinking” or “being dramatic” when it genuinely hurts my feelings and i feel like nobody like talking to me and they just do it to be nice. i dont want to vent to anybody because i feel its gonna put tons of pressure on them. and i dont want my friends to feel like the “venting friend” i love my friends i really do but i just dont think they love me back or im just no ones first choice or option as a friend anymore. i genuinely hate myself and i have no one to talk to.