i dont know what i want in life, i dont really have a purpose, and the only reason why im still iving is because im living for my best friend. were in different schools so we dont see eachother a lot, but i would proudly call her my soulmate. these days, i lowkey feel like she doesnt really care about me anymore and shes starting to become really dry, i would kill for her and i would die for her, i would do anything for her. but i just feel like its not reciprocated. like i know it sounds selfish but it just seems like no one loves me the way i love them anymore. my mom keeps telling me im a burden and she even told me to go kill myself rly often, i consider it a lot cause i just dont care anymore, can i just die already
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