i'm so scared to go back to school. i lost all my friends right before my senior year of highschool and i know i can just thug it out until graduation but im scared. so so scared i miss them so much and i want to hate them but i can't. it hurts so much seeing them or thinking of them i don't know what to do. sometimes i think id be better off dead since no one really wants me around. honestly... i think some people would celebrate if that happened, which is horrid to say but to think do i deserve it? that fucking liar who ruined my life, if they just talked it out with me everything would be all right, let me have my fucking peace. i just don't get it man. attention whores kill me inside. whatever.
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