Relate to most of y'all. I feel it. A lot. Theres so much I want to say. Limited to 1000 letters. Sad. I'll start. I've lost friends, irl and online from money. Treated unfairly a lot. Tired of life and want to kms. Hate myself. Know shit I don't supposed to know. Seen shit I don't need to see. All at a young age. This may seem little. But... Yeah. I don't know. Random metaphor: imaginr you're emotions, are in a bottle. You haven't let them out for so. So. So. So. So. So. So long. And you want to let it out. Don't dump it. Open the cap, let some carbonation out first. And if it's too much, stop and continue when u can. "But, if we stop, it'll just fill back again" true, but we don't need the bottle to be empty. We just need to stop the emotions from overflowing. About half the bottle to 2/3rds are healthy.