I thought you would remember. I hoped you would remember. When I asked if you had done something special for me, I was met with nothing. I was met with the fact that you were doing special things for others. It was my birthday. I know it’s wrong, I know it’s selfish, I know…but I thought you would do something special for me. And you didn’t. You even promised. You made a promise to me that something special would happen, and now it has been 3 months since my birthday, and you have done nothing for me. My heart broke silently. And I’m such a coward, you won’t ever know. I love you my dear. But this hurts me so much. More than you will know. Why? Did you even think about me? Did I even cross your mind? I can’t believe this. It keeps me up at night. I feel so small, so abandoned, so hurt. I’m hurt. I’m hurt my love. I’m hurt. I’ve been hurt by the one whom I love the most. I’m sorry.