People say ill find someone, but how? All I have is an internet connection in a place where censoring is happening and even if i try dealing with social media in family and nsfw level places alike, I just need up alone and miserable. Even in the places I have a 'voice' I have to pay hours, days of hobbies I can't be bothered with all because the people don't understand the meaning of the word compromise. And then work exists... i want to beat my head into a pipe or something heavy.