i absolutely cannot take it anymore. it genuinely makes me so miserable. i have so many thoughts about what would be the easier way out. It seems like no one cares. Even in the other room. EVen next door. Its crazy how i could just disappear and they wouldnt notice for a while. no one. not one of them fucking cares. they are supposed to be family. I genuienly can't it doesnt matter anymore. you can do what ever you want. i don;t want to be here an ymore and i dont want to be alive.
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