I keep having thoughts of just killing myself in different ways and I really want to but I dont really know why. I get bullied alot by many different people and some of my family members aswell about my weight I hurt myself for no reason I just feel like it and I have been doing it for 2 or 3 years now and I either cut or scratch myself until I bleed, when I scratch myself it's usually because im out and overwhelmed or there's too many people but when I cut i dont really have a reason I usually am just bored and I like the pain , I have scabs from yesterday because I was scratching myself till I bled so I relapsed I was like 8 days clean I have a few scars on my upper left arm, boty wrists, left ankle, my arms, my right thigh and my left hand from cutting and scratching, I dont really know what else to say but have a good day or night xx