I recently told my therapist about my romantic relationship with someone online. However, I feel as if I tell my parents, they will get up all on me. I know that they don't understand some terms like Genderfluid or whatever, but i feel like they won't be accepting. It's a weird contrac-dicty feeling. I feel a bit weird everyday, because I can't understand things other people do. It's like I'm in a weird fallback setting, where everytime I try to pull myself up, I always get smacked in the face, and fall at the beginning. I feel like tend to overthink so much shit, when people don't message me back as quickly as possible. Does that make me a manuplator? I understand that people have lives, but when it takes nearly so many months and weeks, it makes me feel as if I have no worth in the friendship. While I'm writing this, I was thinking of just... deleting this whole thing and starting again. I don't know where to start with my words, I guess. bye for now.