I feel so behind. Idk how to throw a football, idk how to push past a defender in basketball. I just wanna be able to play sports with my cousins and not feel like a burden, I wanna feel like I'm capable like any other boy. I know I'm athletic, I can do it, just never was taught because I was socialized as female. Now I just sit out cuz it feels like I'll never catch up and I just get nervous about proving myself anyway.