i hate every big streamer on twitch. im dating a twitch streamer and a lot of them are assholes and only care about clout. ive been to so many parties and the people who don't know im dating my boyfriend treat me SO bad. when they find out im dating my bf they actually treat me like a normal human being and its so disgusting. its to the point that i am seriously reconsidering my relationship as this part of it makes me so sad. ive had a "friend" of my bf's talk shit about me to other people about how im a whore since i tried making friends in the circle and the only friend i made was a male. it completely broke me since i had gone so long not having friends and it was just an innocent friendship and my own boyfriend didn't even care. knowing that other people who I DONT EVEN TALK TO were talking shit about me made me so sad. i cant see myself continuing to be apart of that circle and the idea of living w/ my bf terrifies me.