so... this week, i lost my phone in a lyft and the driver wouldnt return it so i had to buy a new one. then someone stole a whole load of my laundry. i dont own that many clothes as it is, i think like three and half loads worth of clothes so a whole load is a lot. i walk 2.5 hours to work everyday in humid 95+ degree weather. i got hit by a car the other day crossing the street. the car didnt stop. nobody did actually. nobody rolled down their window to ask if i was ok or even honk at the car. on top of that my credit card got sent to the wrong address and i need to order another one, but i didnt budget fir it to take another weej in the mail. i live in a hotel room with my mom, i have for a year. i moved to this state three years ago, i have no friends or family and no money for hobbies to even do by myself. everytime i speak the room goes quiet. i dont even try to make friends anymore, im so far from the person i used to be. im afraid to pray to god because i dont want to be let dow