so, I somehow developed a fear of crowds at the beginning of my junior year greatttttt and what's even better I have no clue how this happened and its ONLY for my school cafeteria like I can walk to class normally and there can be multiple of people in my way and I'll be fine but every time I enter my cafeteria it's an immediate panic attack for me I can't even go to my friends and I don't want to explain to them why I'm acting weird cause hell I AM acting weird I've never been like this before SO WHY AM I LIKE THIS NOW??? maybe that means I have some weird trauma that I forgot, and it only now resurfaces for some reason or I'm just a messed-up person doing this for attention CAUSE WHY IS MY MIND DOING THIS TO ME YO??!?!
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