I'm so fucking tired I dont even know what to think anymore. I'm so tired of having to fight every day just to be at peace. Isn't that a fucking human right?!! I've spent the entirety of my childhood enduring abuse and neglect and now as an adult it hasn't fucking changed. My entire family is fucking psycho pieces of shit who have always favored my sister over me and in turn just fucking left me behind to rot. I'm 24 and I csnt fucking handle being alone but I am alone. No one fucking cares ans even if my friends knew the truth they would tell me its my own problem. Which it is..but it shouldn't have to be. Family is supposed to support each other and love one another not fucking go crazy and kill each other silently! I'm so fucking exhausted and I can't sleep because im scared my grandma going to do something but im not trying to be homeless.