Im tired of always being the person everyone wants to hang around. I try my best to show them hint, that sometimes I get tired of listening to them talk to me and I'm tried of always trying to make things work. It's hard to choose between people okay? I can't always choose one person because then other people get angry, and if I try to at least say, let's all be a group, they don't want to work with the other person. I wish I was hated. Because at least then I wouldn't have to deal with all this stupid shit. I hate how easy I am to convince. I hate how fucking naive I am. I always end up getting hurt yet still always take them back. Fuck life.