Day 3: today was fine I mean mom yelled at me all day for staying in my room.. I mean I just wanna be alone! I just had a bday on the 6th of August and it wasn’t really fun.. my sister is the best she took me places but my friend had to be the main character.. like I was choking on something and she tried to make it about her. Anyways I survived and I’m now 1 day clean.. I’m sorry Im not 2 weeks clean anymore i just had to try again.. I want to die but I’m scared of the pain or just like dying.. I hate how my mom is treating me she was so nice when I was 7 years old.. something changed but I cant figure it out what.. I’m sorry for here making things worst! I love all of you that’s reading this!! Mwah! I feel better when I’m explaining my feelings. Idk if the person reading this has Snapchat but mine is grace_2468642