I don't know what to do with myself anymore. it feels like im js some girl whos feelings arent important. every time i try to open up, im dismissed. every time i try to talk abt my problems, im ignored. i feel like i walk in my friends shadows. i feel like im slowly starting to become like a nobody. all the ppl i knew and cared abt, left. all the ppl i knew i could talk to, forgot abt me. i dont even feel safe in my own home. ive tried to end things, but i chickened out. i wrote my feelings down, but stopped when ppl foud my book and read all my problems. i tried talking to someone online, but my laptop and phone was checked when my parents were emailed abt what ive been doing on them. i cant even find comfort within myself wthout my parents arguing every night.