to a.z, im not trynna get attention ok? i genuinely js wanna know cus i feel like no one cares ok? my life is fucking crumbling ok? idk what to do ok? im js trynna survive but rn, i dont wanna go thru the actual dying process but i wann be dead ok? if udk what it feels like then im fucking jealous of u ok? ts not hate to u ok? idk what to do anymore. i overthought that so fucking much before releasing it cus i was scared that someone was gonna do that and judge ok? it took 11 days to finally release that again ok? im genuinely struggling and i would do that if i wasnt because ik that there r ppl genuinely wondering if anyone would care ok?