this guy i starting 'dating' in school nothing serious just like talking online, seeing eachother at school it was fun. but after moving schools talking to him everyday felt like a burden, i felt bad but i would rather do anything else but talk to him. the guy i was so excited to talk to everyday turned into someone i would be annoyed at when i saw persistent messages. the worst thing? he was so considerate, texting me everyday asking about my day and constantly checking up on me. i felt and feel like the bad guy. after ghosting him for two weeks i couldn't take it anymore and sent him a lengthy paragraph expressing my thoughts and feelings. i still couldn't decipher my conflicting ideas, do i love him? do i hate him? or is it something that will quickly fade over. i spent everyday fighting a battle with myself, wondering what to do. i didnt cut off communication with him completely but he didnt text me back, understandable. i still feel guilty and its his bday this month and i miss u