my parent pmo so bad like they refuse to understand why ive grown resentful against them when they left me when I was a baby, of course i understand that it was for my future but shit bruh it's different having your parents take care of you as u grow up and like they came back with my siblings so they weren't able to actually take care of me so i learnt how to be "independent" at such a young age cuz whilst growing up with my grandma i also had to take care of my cousin so yk like i became real independent and got used to trying to take on my own shit and like ive opened this up to them so many times already but they still don't understand and like just earlier my useless father slapped and backhanded me a few times for getting home late when it was literally 3pm and not only that i was showering so he made me open the door w just my towel on and he kicked me on my thigh and again he slapped and backhand me multiple times when i informed them ill he home later then our dismissal.