My fiancée blindsided me on my birthday with a breakup after meeting her entire extended family. This was a month ago and I've had so many emotions and crying. God it just hurts so much. You have this person who you love so dearly. You tell her every little thing and she does right back. She tells you about mundane boring things and yet you hang on every word because if it's her talking, you could listen all day no matter the topic. And now it's just silence and this horrible discomfort in my throat begging me to talk to anyone that could listen. But no one listens like she did. We had our struggles of course and things got really rough, but we kept scraping by with each other. She told me she's exhausted. My struggles are burdening her. I apologized so much every time she brought that up, but it ended up being too much for her. It's funny how love puts the blinders up. A month later with more clarity, and I remember how she would go days without even looking at me. It hurts a lot.