I fucking hate myself I wanna fucking kill myself. I have a passion project I'm avoiding because WHAT? I'm too unmotivated? That's not a thing? Right? I can't tell ir I'm starving or not..I can't tell if I'm tired or not. It hurts. Everywhere. I'm confused. I just want to die. I have no one to talk to.. I'm miserable. I'm not healthy at all. I feel each day I'm slowly deteriorating. I might have depression and OCD but I don't know because I won't be taken to a therapist or psychiatrist. If I grow up. I want the ability to make my project a reality and take breaks without feeling like a waste of a human.
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