I cut off my friend of 4 years because I felt she was toxic. Our friends did the same thing and supported my decision. But everyday I think about her. And all feel is regret. It feels like i have no one talk too and no one who shares the same interest as me. I miss having someone who could call whenever I wanted too. I miss having someone who could play videogames with me. I miss having someone who could cosplay with me. I miss having someone who could reply to every message I sent within a few minutes. I miss having someone I could show my art too and immediately be glazed instead of ignored. I miss her. But the actions she's done are so awful but the more I think about it the more I realize that she really has changed. Yes she still has terrible qualities, but maybe instead of ditching her I should of helped her. I whann be friends again, but I don't wanna get sucked back into the situation I was in. I don't think it was just her, I think I might've been toxic too.