I just moved into college for the first time and im wondering if its even good for me... I dont feel like i can last here for 4 years or more, so im trying to look for a career, hopefully stable career that takes just an associates degree... but i also want to be in the medical field to try to help inform my family of what I know to help them too and such. I just dont feel like i can do it and classes havent even started... I want to go home so bad even though its less than 20 minutes... I feel like i just cant do this... so im trying to look for other careers that only requires 2 years of school, weekends off and like a 9-5 job... I feel ridiculous, but i just feel like i cant... another thing is that im in college for completely free, its not community college or anything, its full-on college, so I want to use what I have but not for 4 years if I can help it... and i just want to say this, no reason behind it- i love you.