I think I'm depressed. I'm away from my parents and my friends because I go to university too far, I've failed 3 of my classes, and I'm in my second year. I don't feel any motivation to do anything anymore, and started skipping classes. I feel like shit because my parents are paying for this, and I don't think they're getting anything out of this. I barely sleep anymore, if at all, and that has me skipping meals. I eat breakfast, hopefully, sleep through lunch, and end up having a sandwich for dinner at 10pm, then I spend the whole night shifting until it's morning again and I repeat. I feel miserable, and I've asked for help, but I feel like I get brushed off. My mom doesn't believe in medicine. I ask to see a psychiatrist, and she sends me to someone really nice. She listens to me, but instead of actual psychological assessments, I get snake oil and Bach flowers (same difference), and now I feel like I'm spiraling further without any actual hope of getting real help.