I feel abandoned. I wish I wasnt the one who always reaches out. oh, I also hate getting ghosted. Im so pissed cus wdym Im sending you messages cus Im worried abt u cus u didnt get into college again and ur just ghosting me like that. this is exhibit A. exhibit B is more stupid. Im getting ghosted and I dont even know why, genuinely what did I do this time? we barely knew each other and I didnt expect anythi from u, gave u space bc ur busy with college and when I send u messages u answer for 5 min and then u disappear. man this life sucks. and if this were to happen a year ago, I wouldnt bat an eye bc I was accustomed to silence and loneliness, but now bc I met new people I kind of expect something. I admit it, I am selfish. I am suffering too and I expect to have someone to talk to. in 2 years I havent felt like this and now when I need some consolation yall just disappear on me. damn it, you'll get ghosted. its my fault, I had expectations and thought I would have someone to rely on