I’m at such a low point in my life the only thing I can think about is killing myself. Every step forward feels overwhelming. I’m a single unemployed fat loser, I only had a real job for one year, and then lost it when they sold the company. Took care of a dying relative and once they passed I’ve been suffering with panic attacks. I have nothing, I feel like there’s no paths real forward. Everything either moves too slow, or cripples me with anxiety. I’ve never been in a relationship, I’m dying of loneliness and it’s not something I can tell anybody. Most days the only face I see is my mothers, and she’s fucking some guy now. I’m going to kill myself one day I just don’t know when yet, but I can feel my breaking point coming day by day.
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