I wish people understood the struggles of BED more and sympathized with me. It's a bit selfish and jealous on my part but I find myself constantly jealous of my friend with Anorexia because I can't starve myself for the life of me, I starve and then end up eating back all the calories. I'm so tired of being overweight. I feel like I'm constantly outshined and less important than people with anorexia. I even used to be Anorexic and it was all worth nothing now because I'm fat and don't think I'll ever lose the weight soon
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