I am honestly quite done with everything now. Everybody's expectations of me and my own spiraling mental health are taking a toll on me. I genuinely cannot help it. I'm so tired always. I just want to sleep. I don't find myself interested in anything nowadays. Work, studies, people, even social media. I'm quite burnt out of everything. Yet despite all this, I'm still existing. Yes, existing. I feel like a passenger in my own body. As if my life's on autopilot and my brain is constantly shutting off. I'm becoming self-destructive to the point even, my friends are getting worried. Despite this, my parents continue to hound me 24/7. Sometimes I wish something would happen to me just so that they would NOTICE that their child isn't OKAY. I'M NOT OKAY. Atp IDK what I'm even yapping about. My mind is constantly going a million miles per minute and it is SO HARD TO STOP. SO HARD TO DO ANYTHING. I'll sign off by saying, NO, I am NOT suicidal. I'm just a human being tired of this society.