I fucking hate how everyone always thinks so much of me, I have to change the way I think for every person I meet. The last 2 years in school were horrible, and yknow the only person that was there for my was a woman who is not even blood related to me that I’ve known my whole life and I call Mommom. And then this year summer comes, and now everyone wants me to spend time with them, then proceeds to talk about their problems and reasons why I should be with them? It’s fucking crazy and so obnoxious. No one wanted to deal with me during the school year but now it’s ’I barely get to see my own daughter!’ YOU DIDNT EVEN TEXT ME TO SEE IF I WAS OKAY, AND THE ONLY TIMES YOU DID WAS WHEN MY MOM CALLED YOU AND ASKED IF YOU CHECKED ON ME?? so i dont wanna hear anything from anybody about spending time with them or that my problems are all my fault. Because no one cared when I actually needed them.