im a shy person, a really shy one. and now im starting my internship which is an obligation by my uni. today, i wanna try to learn to be a braver and spread some kindness. the thing is, i think the universe hates me so much because as soon as im doing something that i think will benefit others, it backfires me. so, i was taking a bus to my workplace. the bus cant go to my designated station because its jammed in a traffic. it put me down at the somewhere further than i should. i found someone waiting a bus at my designated station. i said to him that the bus cant get through because its jammed and i was put down at somewhere furthere than here. he listen to me, and he start walking to the place i said. as i walk to my workplace, i saw the bus going at my designated station. im so scared, i dont know if this is only in my mind and because im so pessimistic. but i started to think bad stuff, what if he wanted a revenge on me because i made him walk far (i know it might be a silly thought