I have to take care of my little 4 yo brother with my sister whose 16. I'm 14 and we take care of him all day every day after school and only on like 1 day of the week we don't when my mum's home. It's been like this for more than a year. Sometimes my dad's there, mostly not because he lives in another country. My mum works all day every day so we both have to take care of him and like me and my sis basically raising him right because what else can my family do? That's not the problem, it's just that I'm really suicidal and depressed so I don't think I take care of him well. I can't even do the chores. I'm sure my sis is going through something similar too and I feel horrible because I can't be nice to him. I know even if I'm not a grown up,if it affects his childhood its my fa. I've not been able to get out of bed during the holidays and I can't even take care of my brother. My sis has been doing it and I hate this. I feel so guilty I just want to die. I feel do guilty i wonna kms/