Rant #14568

I hate depression. I could have gotten so far by now. I'm already failing again. I hate that fucking food controls my life when all I wanted was to be skinny—well I'm not even that and no where near it. Why can't I have real issues like suicide, abuse, SH, addiction, loneliness or at least be better at the ones I do have, like have crippling depression and actually be anorexic. Maybe then somebody would actually gaf.