i want to die. i don't want to sugarcoat it anymore, i just want to kill myself. life is going wrong, i am in danger, one slip and my life is over all because im loving who i love. all because i chose to live my life how i want. i am not the same religion as you, i don't care that my partner is another race, i don't care that i don't experience attraction and gender the way you approve of, i don't care about what you consider shameful. why do i have to live in constant fear just because i chose to chose these things, why do i have to hide them or risk abuse and death? i am tired, i wanna die and i don't care anymore.