I hope anyone can see this. I just want somone to notice my problems, its too much for me to keep to myself. I have no motivation anymore, I feel like im throwing my life away. I have alot of friends, yet I sit every night and think about everything. I just wanna reach the point in my life where I got freedom, and when I can work, get money, and do what I like. But im still in school, and it has reached the point where I cant keep up, im exhuasted. I dont know what to do anymore, and school starting in a week doesnt make anything better. It just eat me up instead, as a kid I thought life wasnt that hard, now once im older, I see it isnt like that. I suffer mental health issues now instead, I dont wanan die, I really dont. I wanna live out my life, because I know that I one day will make it. But do I got everything it takes to reach that point? Thats what I think is the problem, I lack everything needed im not smart, im not happy, and everything is just too much. I need motivation. Pls.