i hate being the only child like i am my parents only and last hope if i fail there is no one else i have to Excel in everything i need to get good grades get good remarks from my teachers be the perfect child they want but i cant the pressure is too much i tried to commit twice when i was 9 because of it once i failed in my 3rd language i felt so useless i can't even vent to my friends bc they have bigger problems than me i hate being the kind therapist friend that has answers to their problems i hate that i know that my problems are small but i feel that its big