Rant #14274

mixed signals except it's my family about the courses i should / can take . oh my days i don't understand them . one day they're fine with me doing arts , the other they aren't and trying to subtly (sometimes not even subtly) convince me to shift . but then they're like "yan na yan. (nah that's it js take that course) " so like . . . what the hell do i even do . i feel guilty and anxious either way . which one do i sacrifice .