(take care everyone, for those who need hotlines pls check out findahelpline (.com at the end of it). youre important and healing is possible) tbh idk how to even explain how i feel or properly release it? irony since im here, to release something lol. its hard thinking about the past, and holding a grief that isn't really common. my acceptance comes in waves, and yet i worry that ill never escape from this sea (wow poet yan? joke haha) pero ewan ko, mahirap lang eh. of course i should tell ppl how i feel tho and ill talk abt it to a friend later. ppl care btw guys, tell others how you feel and take care