ive known one of my best friends for 5 years. ive been in love with him for the last couple, but this last 3 months has been the hardest. he broke up with one of my best friends a little over a year ago and hes still hurt by it, i think. we’ve been really close this last couple of months and i dont think hes been showing me any signs that he likes me back. he has this girl that he likes that hes kinda talking to but i feel like im going insane bc he wants to spend all this time with me but just as a friend. i dont know if he would handle me confessing very well. i dont want to make him feel upset or guilty or any of that shit. im so fucking in love with him all i care about is how he feels by my ordeal and i dont let myself give any shits for my own feelings. its not fair. why cant he just love me?