I constantly yell at my mom "I'm not you." This especially applied today. We were on the topic of flirting with boys out in public. She said "I flirted with guys at amusement parks all the time." Yeah? And if I were to do that I'd get laughed at. She had d cups and a good body. I have a cups and a fat face. She asked "Well is there anyone you know that you want to be a in a talking stage with?" FUCK TO THE NO. I was venting to about how I can't find anyone and that all my friends are in talking stages or dating and I need a date by homecoming. She acts like it's so easy. I don't think she realizes how unattractive I am to teenage boys. I'm pansexual andi feel like none of my friends support me when I like a girl and I've suppressed that for song long by acting boy crazy, boy crazy became a part of me. I want to like girls. Except my "friends" have distanced me from the ones that I have a chance with, and I'm scared after my last female ex. I just feel like my friends suppress me.