I hurt my ex girlfriend and want to get back with her more than anything. She says I disgust her and I want to make things right. I wronged her and made a stupid decision on impulse and want to prove I can make it up to her. I love her more than anything else on the planet, and it makes me miserable every day knowing I hurt her. I've considered taking my life but I don't want to hurt her anymore. I can't explain everything here properly, if there's anybody willing to listen to me it would be greatly appreciated.