I’m soooo angry at myself, I keep revisiting same stupid cycle of overworking myself and this time I DIDNT EVEN MEAN FOR IT TO HAPPEN! I chose a job I thought was gonna be easy af and I even gave my schedule, but somehow, I accepted full time hours and long ass hours and it’s been killing me seriously and now I had the opportunity to switch to part time, cuz I also found a different part time job close to home and within my field of study And I asked if I could work 2-3 days, I wanted to only work 2 days but ended up saying I could work 3 days just because I felt sympathetic at how my work place seemed to needed help (it probably didn’t but my dumb ass just wanted to be helpful) so now i feel so stupid cuz I’ve now over booked my schedule to accommodate both jobs and I’m so annoyed right now and annoyed that I keep putting myself in stupid situations where I risk burn out, where I’m over working, where I’m in environments that don’t serve me, like ugh I’m so unbelievably frustrated