I don’t know what it takes, either way, I haven’t figured it out. I feel almost delusional convincing myself I’m gonna die, because I’m exhausted and don’t really see a point in anything. But I’m too exhausted to try and do that myself, and partially believe everything is fine and will get better. I know I’ve bottled things up so much, I wouldn’t even be able to describe to someone how I feel, I actually dread telling people about it. I don’t understand the point in talking about my problems either anymore when no one has cared deeply enough or tried to understand enough, not to help me, but to hear me, even if it takes awhile. I’m so tired, I feel terrible