I like my friend so much it hurts im always scared I do something wrong orthat he hates me bc I said smth weird. I would like to get in a qpr with him but I'm too scared to ask, I don't want to ruin the friendship and I would get so jealous of his other friends I mean I already am every time he talks to his other friends. I wish I were the only one in his life. He talks to me differently, He's not so relaxed with me I think He always pays attention to my feelings, but that's annoying like I dont always vent okay... yeah idk I wish I weren't so jealous. I wish we had never met.